As noted: I probably have anxiety around my Fe and got this far suppressing it, meaning it’s underdeveloped
What convinced me was two things:
- All of my insights are regarding people and the human condition, never things or systems
- My “loop” is INFJ’s rather than INTJ’s. Stressed INFJs go Ni-Ti and look like unhealthy, unhappy INTJs. Stressed INTJs go Ni-Fi and get subjective — even “conspiracy” — in their insights. I don’t really experience the latter, and was so accustomed to the former it felt normal